more tests tomorrow

we had a good day today. to the doc's, and then to target!

i would almost rather shoot myself than go shopping, yet there i am, because, well, she is able to get out and about and that's what life is, right .... suffering?


in other news... it is good to see her getting her strength back this third week following treatment. the first two are the worst for fatigue, and the most risky for her. she is showing some cumulative side effects, though not experiencing any real pain. she is tired, but doing well for all she's been through. it makes me happy to see her upbeat.

i hope this keeps up. next week another session, so it begins all over again.



home earlier tonight, but i always feel like i left something undone. i have to get everything perfect, or i will torment myself about it.

it's only 8:00 and i can't wait to go to bed. i hope i sleep.