i know now i am in this by myself. this is my job. i won't get much help from anyone else.
sometimes i wish i could walk away - i tried to a couple of times when she said i wasn't allowed to confront him - but i can't, it would be wrong. i know i am doing the right thing....something done for love....something way bigger than i ever thought i could do.
she lets me see her at her worst. i don't think she allows most people to see her that way. she puts on the cheerful face for others, but not always for me anymore.
even though i'm grateful she can be herself with me, i miss the friendliness.
and i resent how she is loyal to him, when he doesn't care at all about her.
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